OTFREE?

I'm feeling so accomplished. Last week was very stressful and full of anxiety. This week I haven't solved any of my problems but I feel better. I don't know why, but I'm glad I do. Going to OTC yesterday was an experience. I'm glad I have 2 years of a free education, great. But that doesn't make me want to go to the school of the blind. Some of these people are pure stupid. You can't fix dumb. The man that was happy because he could read at a 5th grade reading level, wow. He was crazy. I think people with learning dissabilitties and have a hard time understanding in the class room should still try and the should get help for their disabbilities, but that doesn't mean I want to be in a class room full of them. I've had my fair share of stupid people in highschool, I figured college would be more selective. I guess this is why you don't go to juco where everyone and their brother is handed a full ride. I wanted college to be exciting and more challenging, something I really enjoy. Now I don't feel challenged at all. I'm going to OTC with 100 kids from my graduating class, yay. I wanted to go meet new people and enjoy the experience. I guess what I'm saying is I wish I would have listened to what I wanted a little more and decided to go somewhere and live on campus. Even if I didn't go far away, just MSU I wish I would have decided to live on campus, to get that college feel. I'm blessed and happy I got 2 free years for college, I know in the end none of this will matter. They are just gen eds so who cares. College is suppose to be fun and exciting, becoming an adult and living on your own. Parties and fun with your friends. Working and trying to fit everything in. I feel like I'm not getting that.