Timing and Will

Warning: This post bounces around a lot and there are multiple thoughts going on throughout this post.
Lately I have been discouraged. The things on my mind lately; School sucks, College is gonna suck worse and who does God want me to date? These thoughts and questions are in my head on a continual basis. Lately I keep tripping over the concept of dating and who am I supposed to date if anyone at all. I have been praying for about 3 months now for God to show me who the guy is I'm supposed to date. If I'm not ready to date yet then fine but I also want God to tell me why isn't he sending me anyone? So I have been bummed lately and thinking about this. Well I had a great thought the other day. God should be my most important. I'm not putting him first now so why would he give me a boyfriend when that's just more of a distraction. Gods will is perfect!! Kylee's will is not perfect. I want what is best for my life and that's letting God figure all this stuff out. I know this is a huge issue for teenage girls to always want or to always have a boyfriend. If girls would just keep trying to remind themselves Gods way is perfect whether it involves a boyfriend or not.
Alright my next point! I am constantly looking forward to the next thing. For instance I'm ready to get out of high school, then college, then get married and have kids and so on. But this mindset is causing me to miss so much of the journey that I am in right now. I'm over looking everything that is in front of me and just waiting to find whatever is on the other side. I have a friend that says we need to stop and take pictures along the way. I need to keep reminding myself that! Attitude is everything! I need to be more positive and try to find more good than the bad. I hope the next time I'm having a bad day I can just remind myself that Attitude is everything and to stay positive and that God is in control of every situation, rather its my next boyfriend or its my english paper that needs to be written.